Last Bits O Sunshine..

Hey you.

How 'bout a photo collage of the last bits of summer goodness? Hot, sunny days spent with the best of friends, new and old. 

Since I've been on a summer Holiday of sorts, I promise that I'll be back to a more regular posting schedule. I have some things up my sleeve that I'm getting pretty excited about!



Im Not Giving Up..

Yeah.

Long time no chat, eh?

 Right, I know, that's my fault. I'm sorry.

 Today, I COULD put up pics of things I've been doing- how my summer is going, pictures of the pool. Fun pictures from Pinterest that I think are notable and/or crafty. Pictures of awkward Kristen Stewart and how she and R. Patz are on the possible outs (sad? I know, me too)

Today, though, I think I'll just talk. Talk about something that's been floating in my mind for a few days. Weeks. Months.

Worry.

A simple little word that I've learned is one our most delicate feelings. It can cause us to strive for more. Worry pushing us to be better; do better. A good kick in the pants, making us more productive. But, without control, it can burn like cheap, late night throat spray, singeing out ability to think, feel, and reason logically. 

How do you handle worry? What kind of person do turn into? From what I gather, there's a few different types, right? We-ve all seen them. The "hand-wringer"- who can't make ANY kind of decision, the "chewer"- the person who thinks and chews on an idea, re-thinks, talks about, re-thinks again, etc. There is the "skinny" worrier- the girl whose problems are so severe she can't eat. What about "gastro-intestinal" worrier... well, lets not go there. And maybe lastly, the "over-medicated" worrier- the one who chews enough Xanax, you'd swear it was Halloween the way she's popping those "Sweet Tarts".

 But, I'm not any of those. I think  I'm a "duck and squat"- the one who has to curl up, be real still and cover their head, like some imaginary tornado is passing over them. Sort of a non-worrier. Right now, I'm in a tornado. I'm mid squat, covering my big, poufy hair, hoping and praying I don't get assaulted by thrown debris. My eyes are glazed over by new decisions I have to make or learn how to make. I feel weird. And trippy. And unable to answer most questions.

But you know, that's ok.

Its ok to be glazed over and not have the answers right at that moment. To be able to just shrug your shoulders, not knowing what to say.

It took me awhile to realize that no matter what kind of worrier you are, there WILL be a time where it will end. When you won't wring your hands, when you can go back to actually eating, and when I can stand up from my squat- that my storm, for the time being, is over.

It will come soon. I'm hanging in there. Even if it means that I have to squat to do so. 



It Was Sunny Out, So I Decided to Take a Photo of my Hand..

Happy Weekend to ya'.

Oh.

Are you on Instagram?

Shut the front door, me too!

I'm MemphisLindsey- let's be friends!

New Face 2.0

I mean, I just can't seem to make up my mind.

Yesterday I woke up with a vast To-Do list.

VAST, friends.

 And I'm pretty sure re-painting the buffet and a chest of drawers was not on the list.

Nevertheless, did I drag recruit a bud to help me in the middle of what feels like Hell's Breath outside.

Yes, yes, I did.

 Haha- She's a good friend.

I woke up itching to paint and since apparently the buffet gets painted every summer, sure, sounds like a great idea.

Annd sure, lets also throw in a chest of drawers to the mix.

Why not??

A funny tid bit about my sweet brother.

For the longest time he thought  "chest of drawers" was called "Chester drawers". He once asked who "Chester" was.

I digress.

So, here we are painting and sweating our tails off. Also, pretty positive we're saying a few choice words in the heat. Everyone received a nice, simple facelift. 

Clean. Fresh. Stark white.

And it looks so good.



Halfsies

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Congratulations!

We've all made it to the half-way point of 2012.

Whether you've been flying high in 2012 or you've made it by the skin of your teeth, nevertheless, we've made it.

I took a few minutes this morning to think about my New Year's resolutions. Had I made any progress? Or started at all?

Here's a quick re-cap...

1) Speaking of half's, run a 1/2 marathon.... this is still a no. Sigh. I want to. A wonky foot put me out of comission for awhile, and I'm just getting (s-l-o-w-l-y) back in the swing of things. Maybe a Fall 1/2 is in store for me?

2) Keep blogging... check. Blogging is/has been just another creative outlet for me, and I'm humbled by the e-friends I have made. Thanks for all of your funny anecdotes and encouragement.

3) Finish my quilt. Jeez, why on Earth is this one so hard? I came to a total halt with it AND sewing in general. I am determined to knock it out this year.

4) Save money.. a continual check. I'm actually kind of proud of myself. All those days rolling my eyes and eating tuna fish and trail mix for lunch have paid off.

5) Branch out of school therapy... this has been a yes and no.  Have I branched out of school therapy.. um, technically yes. Branching out into an unexpected, fun retail position.. not quite the same kind of therapy. I'm hoping in a few months I can push up my sleeves and find more medical waters.

6) Work on me... Jeez, that looks super corny typed out. But you know what I mean.... I think. Reflecting back towards the beginning of the year, I'm suprised at the number of new things I'm trying. Taking a "just for fun" part time job, challenging my faith in a healthy, positive way, pushing myself during uncomfortable moments- all things I would've been too scared or too uncomfortable to attempt. I'm learning it's ok to be both practical and risky. To not have it all exactly mapped out. Because I might miss some real gems along the way. Now, I feel different. Better. And I'm thankful.

How about you? Still sticking with yours?





inVESTment

Eureka!

It's coming back in style.. 

My 4th grade self rejoices!

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 Have you guys noticed the denim vest trend? Or is it even a trend, yet?

I spotted a few out and about the other day, but did I want to pay full price for one?
Actually pay for an Old Navy or Gap or J. Crew vest?

Nah.

Instead, lightbulb going off,  I marched myself to my local Goodwill, finding this beauty..

Plain, ordinary jean jacket, right?

After a thorough, double-hot water wash and dry, I was ready for surgery.

Snip, snip went the sleeves..

..and PRESTO- instant vest.

Way cuter than a full jean jacket on these hot days! And at 2.99, not a bad investment. Pun intended.

Breakfast with the Fishes

My sweet dad.

Being "pretty much retired" has some real digs.

Since I apparently know my way around the fishies..(ahem, cough, cough).. last week he shyly invited me to go fishing with him.

And without any hesitation, I graciously accepted an early morning date.
"Now you know, honey, we'll have to get up early. Will that be too hard? I don't want to mess up your schedule."

No, dad, it will be perfect.
Cricket bait, snakeskins, turtles and jig poles.
For the record, we caught 4 fish and a stick. He, the fish and I, the stick.

Awkward- Awesome Thursday

Awkward:

- My "spiciness" level. Stay with me here. A few years ago I could totally handle me some spice. Mexican foods, grill rubs, and exotic tastes didn't bother me a bit. Not so much as a flicker of pain. Now it seems that tomatoes from a jar give me an extreme lash of heat on my tongue. Sorry mild salsa, I miss you, too.

-The rest of the summer. I wish I could tell you more. I can't. The rest of the summer will be painfully awkward. It makes me want to close my eyes and let out one HUGE belly breath. No, I'm not pregnant.

- My Birchbox subscription keeps getting weirder and weirder. I know I signed up for new, funky items, but bizzare samples are what I'm getting. You might be done soon, Birchbox.


Awesome:

- Have you seen that little book, Awkward Family Photos ? It's been on the shelf for a few months. Basically, a mass collection of... well, awkward family photos. Without fail, I have to re-read it a few times when I pop into a book store. I'm the one laughing and crying like a hyena in the corner.

- New Music Thursday! New Music Thursday! AWOL Nation's new CD is great. As is old/new favorites Coldplay and Ray LaMontagne. How did I not love them this much a few years ago? Perfect, I tell you. 

- Just recently picked up Maybelline's SuperStay 10HR. LipStain. Whoa Nelly, I am loving it! Good subtle color, like you've just had a popsicle. Without the stickiness or calories.



-  I'll give you just a teensy hint about my latest DIY. So quick and so chic! More about it later!





I Think I'll Go For a Walk Outside, the Summer Sun Is Calling My Name..

For the first time since HIGH SCHOOL, I've had the luxury of having the summer off.

No work and no responsibilities.

 No lie, it's kinda been nice.

To help fill up my expanse of time, I've treated myself to some long runs and walks.

 The perfect opportunity to clear my head and unplug for a bit. And to jam out to the Bon Jovi Pandora station.

Here are just a few snippets of the fun..

...and 5 extra bonus points if you can tell me what movie my title is from..